This blog is mostly about my poetry but it also includes my rants and raves,life issues and so on hence it's title. My life as everyone elses is a complicated hodge podge of circumstances and life issues. I am a woman, a mother and a poet/writer trying to find my way creature of life, so it is all relative and crazy. I am honored that you have found a way into my crazy life. You are here...WELCOME TO BLOOVILLE!!
Quote Me....
" Life is a journey not a destination"
Thursday, May 27, 2010
RaDIcaL
I am the feminist
complete with iron bra and cannon
aimed at the weakness of lost women
I am trying to find
Feminist
woman
proud to be feminine
these curves don’t lie
I express it
with every step
words of love I use
to uplift my women
equal? yes
rights?
the right to be you
ok with whatever that version that is
to you
define it!
standing on my own two feet
allowing him to hold my hand
while I stand
against the storm
the weapon in my hand to preserve him
educate the masses
populate the wordless
sew your wings on
even with my own bleeding hands
that you may fly higher than I
feminist movements
were never about me
back then
we got the vote
when do we make the change?
handing us peanuts
like you do the Aids patients
cause the money ain’t in the cure
it’s in the medicine
and we take a sip
with every trick
thinking…
yea, we’re getting somewhere
as we sew them suits for a dollar an hour
where is the power
when we as women turn out the lights
when we see our women rising higher
its not about burning bras
its about building ladders
put the first step down, daughter
what you build will take us farther
than where you may stand
now
in the government line
for cheese with no wine
climb
and I wont hold you down but help you rise
up
up
up
you never fall
when you strive…
Sunday, May 9, 2010
I WILL PROTECT...
I will protect you from me
and all the anger I could be
come with me so I can
I will protect who i am
my heart
full of splinters
from what you have already done to me
when i was not looking
I will protect
who i want to be
the free little girl
dancing in the wind
by the trees where you thought you'd rape my thoughts from me
in a corner i sat recuperating my wounds
cascade of leaves
cacoon
to become this butterfly with stingers you now see
my colors muted by obscurity
but don't be fooled by me
i am a viper
my fangs are free
bleeding you profusely
but
i will protect my solidarity
my ability
to be
honest
a damn hard ass process
created by adversity
I will protect my seed
increase my visibility
I observe you coming
I am their breeze
the wings in them i have created
I will see them free
I will protect the he's
and the she
born form me
my destiny to be the alchemist
I will protect my sensitive dreams
your infection will not reach me
my shield is my reality
I will protect my voice
as it reaches, breaks down barriers
swishes in my mouth like water
spills on your soul like flowers
I will protect who i want to be
i am half way there
walk with me
engage in this complexity
of what it is to be me
I will protect my honesty
and serve it to you like rice and beans
everyone needs a hearty meal of me
once in a while
when they believe
they superseded
unheeded
the advice of where you raised up
your head full of lead
ill conceived achievements
be human
and i will protect you
as if you were me
through me
because you were made
from blood and bone
and to dust you will return
this ain't nothing but a chicken bone on gods plate
he ate the meat
you're going to the dog
didn't you know
I won't protect you from my words
this is my song
the pen is where i belong
but if you want
I will bring you along
be strong
because I will not
protect you from truth
la la la la la la la la I have to keep writing
la la la la la la la free writing time can't stop la la la la la
love being here and doing this la la la la yea I'm getting tired I kinda wanna stop now
and read what I wrote I love sharing who understand what I'm about la la la la la how long will this go on
lets see if I will fill this page too la la la la my foot hurts and i just took extra time to write the S oh man come on now! la la la la la
crazy ain't it? but I'm not giving up.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
OUR HOUR...
hi, how are you
good i good lover how are you
dreaming of you she said
can you come over today
you know i cant lover.. i must go home today
one hour.. i need you, just one hour why cant you give me that tonight
i give you all you want of me he says but just not tonight
when i want you most .. she says
you know how i get when i need you
hungry
one hour lover..come to me wont you?
you say one hour but you know it is
never so with us
we can talk she whispers
talk.. he says
is never enough with us
id want to make love
and making love to you
is never an hour long thing
the feel of you sends me crazy
you know this
will you come to me then...
yes
i will come, if you tell me why I can't deny you
because there is fire here and you are my water.. she says
one hour
opening the door he stands there his eyes hell fire
shirt already half open just from the ride in the car
he knew he had to be somewhat ready for her even as he got in the car
he knew how they did when they got together
everything flew off before their eyes even adjusted to each others bodies
she will rip my shit if im not careful
my little lioness
almost as hard as i rip her pussy apart when I'm tasting her
how can this shit be so fucking strong..he thinks standing there
the night is misty thunder rumbles
just like they will make the bed rumble if they even get there
the last time the living room furniture took the beating
the rain
its coming and it will fall hard
today was a crazy night to come see her
she knew when to draw him here
knew he could never say no
open the door for me baby he said under his breath
an hour baby
my red woman
needs me
wants me
the fever is taking me already
but she will make me last
an hour will never do
opening the door i heard you lover
you came
you will cum twice at least before you leave
standing by the door strong
eyes
piercing
dark
love lust filled eyes
he wants me
wet for him
ready
she wore the perfect outfit to feed his eyes
negligee lack of fabric
just above her ass cheeks the way he likes its
almost time to walk away
that he can see her hips sway
he could never take it
seeing her ass flow before his eyes like entrancing
passion took over him
hard before he crossed the thresh hold
glancing back as she walks away
catching his rapid breath
she almost gets away
his hand circling her waist
where you going eh
yes he's hard as stone tongue
licking her neck
when her moan escapes
slip
her hand
grabs
his... ahhh manhood
thick
promise of a good
long hour of passion and pain
turn
he groans
cupping her to him
you fit me reds
i wan you full of me
no panties between his traveling fingers
as she clears the fabric that holds him
thick hotheaded kisses
suck him in
take me to bed
baby
show me your love
i love you..
no.. show me
and he lifts her thighs to surround him
sucking the surface of her heated skin
open the door of my bedroom
lay me on you like warm sheets
he opens her
finger on discovery mode
blind to time and space
pull u to me
taste me
ohhh
you do
and i feel your tongue run circles around my now numb mind
and throbbing clit
sounds like a hungry beast
moans.. he plays my body like a flute
melodies leave my soul
before he enters me
open me
as he lifts
the hips that bind me and enters me
screams ripped from me
he says my name
over
and
over again
with each heated thrust
ohhh how he loves me....
the sweetness of his hips on grind mode
lips encircled around brown raised nipples
no release is worth stopping this...
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Wanting...
He wants me
With all his insecurity about where it will lie
He still aches when he sees me
The dire flame I thought had died
Still resides within those eyes
I keep him suspended between love
And lust
There's touch
Never akin to skin on skin
The mind is a powerful thing
I intend to ascend thru the very veins
Of my lover
Spin him with the silken web between my legs
You
Who proffeses to be on control
That was until I swallowed you whole
And the gutteral moans became yours
In my ears you groaned
Damn mami...
For your mind couldn't concieve
what I could achieve
when I decided to take roads traveled but never mapped and branded
within the mind of the
one
who desires but to watch
you shake
and quake
at the very thought of the passage she will take
But you know
Boi
How to flip it
And contain me
A bee in your jar of honey
Praise me with your tongue
As I gush eternally
In utter bliss
Down your throat I disolve
I become yours
You become mine
My scent from your lips
Pours like wine
One taste from two
Perfume designed by the godess of truth
We were meant to blend like this
Me and you
- BlooWriter
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Despised...
Love cornered me today. Against my full clogged heart it pressed asking me. Is this no longer my home, am I not supposed to be in there?
I had no answer for the space was taken by stones
You can see the jagged scratches within
Thru the pin pricks of light
The infected wounds
Stench of dieing meat
Love confronted me today
It's pristine red hands full of my hearts blood
It spoke of disillusions as if it knew
My pain
Lived in my ragged skin
Giving me reasons to love again
Screaming
You have become a shadow of me
It repetitiously said
Did u not say you were blessed
For the love that you had
The old love has injured you
Your pained
And lavished
You felt it's caresses in dreams
But never reality
And the heart is to blame?
Love!
Why do u hound me
Bind me to you
Your softness offends the pain
Chase me in circles
Bring me back to hell again
Where your beauty against the horror can almost convince me
Once again
That your bright smile is not fangs
In disguise
Tell the truth love
You despise me.
- BlooWriter
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
WEEP
have you ever seen a body weep
really stood to watch the pain wreak it
seen it tremble
with sorrow
that is how my body weeps tonight
for you
for us
what we were
and will never be
what you gave away and what I could never see
was never mine
have you ever seen a body weep
as a soldier that must lay down her weapons does
after fighting the longest battle
to see no one fighting beside her
her body waving in the wind as so many leaves
dancing with pain
dissolving in melancholy
as she delivers her last breath
have you ever seen a body weep
when all it has lived for has been taken
and only loneliness remains
that is how my body weeps tonight
for you
for us
for me…
Monday, April 5, 2010
A WEEKEND OF LEARNING...
This weekend a friend came to visit. I have always loved meeing new people and I loved meeting her. She is down to earth, real and already a good friend. Somehow i don't think her weekend went as well as it should have. I was there and had it been my weekend i would have been much angrier than she displayed for she had every reason to be disappointed at the way things went, however she took the high road. She was strong and shook it off and had a great time regardless. She was a real trooper and taught me a thing or two about independence and being there when you say you will. I was proud to meet you miss G. and look forward to further visits.
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