The truth is that this situation in my life now has prompted me to think of all the things we deem important in this life, which in truth in the grand scheme of things are of no consequence but what we apply to them.
it has made me think of the petty battles, the comical statements and what we value in this life.
the greatest lesson I have learned is that nothing is permanent, NOTHING. Not your anger, not your happpiness, not your illussions or dis of for it is all a dream.
My greatest question is do you have honest and real love
do you treat others as you'd have it
are you happy dieing today certain that you have been who you were meant to be
HAVE YOU COMPLETED YOUR MISSION??
WHY ARE YOU HERE...CAN YOU SAY YOU FOUND AND DONE THAT?
My life has changed for a reason...
have i loved? Yes,,, profoundly
AND NOW I WILL LOVE BETTER AND LONGER
Have I treated others as I'd have it always?
NO
BUT I INTEND TO GIVE IT MY ALL ONE DAY OF MY LIFE LEFT AT A TIME
Am I happy dieing today knowing that you have been who you were meant to be
YES!!
I HAVE BEEN ME AND THOSE WHO KNOW ME KNOW THIS
I have never been anyone but who i am to anyone I have been the best me for the 40 years this life has afforded me
I SHALL BE SUPER ME FOR THE NEXT 40!
I WILL WALK WITH THIS LESSON UNTIL WE HAVE BECOME FAMILY, LOVERS...BEST FRIENDS.
I WILL KNOW IT AS IT KNOWS ME AND WHEN WE NO LONGER NEED EACHOTHER IT WILL BE TAKEN FROM ME AND MY FLIGHT WILL BE
ETERNITY
A LESSON FOR ALL TO SEE
HOW FRIVOLOUSLY WE TREAT OUR SPIRITS DAILY
I WILL BE THE WRITTEN WORD
THE SPEECH YOU PREACH
AND SAY AMEN TO
IN MY HEALTH AFTER MY ILLNESS I WILL TEACH YOU HOW
TO LIVE
I AM HERE
AS A LIGHT IN YOUR DARKNES
I AM NOT THEE LIGHT I AM ONE LIGHT
THE ONE GIVEN TO YOU TO SEE BY
AND IN THIS WEAKNESS I NOW FEEL
I SHALL MAKE YOU STRONG
AND YOU ARE GRATEFUL NOT TO BE ME?
I AM GRATEFUL NOT TO BE YOU
FOR WHAT YOU MAY DEEM MY CURSE IS MY VISION
AND BY GOD I SEE...